August 5th, 2013

 

Hello awesome people that I love very much!

I don't have to much time, its been a crazy day so you ready for the big news!!!! I am staying in my area but I am training and getting another sister and helping her to know how to train. It's weird but I guess they trust me to keep two young missionaries alive for a transfer and helping them. I am kinda scared that I am a leader but I was a leader in this companionship because I helped train Sister R.. Now she is training and Sister S. down in the ghetto I am a little worried for her haha because she has always been in nice places. But yeah when the mission president told me my mouth dropped and I said okay if the Lord thinks I can take care of two people I am all for it I guess. I am nervous cause I will be training for the rest of my mission so I guess I need to be ready to start being a leader for the rest of my 10 months.

My investigator that is from Africa got baptized, it was sooo amazing! It was very beautiful, we had great talks and we had a musical number for her. Then we had a huge screen come down and play Mormon messages, so yeah it was a legit baptism!! I know how to throw one haha. But her testimony was beautiful, she was crying all day. She called us and said she has never felt this way before and how happy she was and how grateful she is for us. I love her to death, she is soo sweet and caring. I want the best for her. She said we taught her but she taught us, I learned so much from her.

I been doing good this week, a lot of stress but I am taking a day at a time. Just keep telling myself to breath and that I can do this with out ripping my hair out with all the changes. I just don't want to let the Lord down. But I know that I can get through day by day.

Mommy soooo how much do you love me??? I want these two CDs don't worry its mission approved
so I can listen to them, they are at the church book store. I am getting done listening to the same old stuff over and over again. I miss my music I am going to die out here! I want my music back so bad! But back to CDs, I want the Piano guys, I can listen to them because all missionaries do out here so its safe and I want the Vocal Point please!!!!!! :D

I love you and will email next week take care and thank you for everything!!!! <3

Sister Fengel